PAIN AND GAIN

RORY, MYSELF AND JAYNA

 I have the most amazing children on earth. I could tell something was bothering Rory so, as a mom I asked her...here is where the tears flow. She says that she hates this and I ask what? She says she hates to see her mommy hurt. Now all I wanted to do was tell her to go to bed and that everything was ok but, I did not feel that was the right thing. So, I told her that I hated it too. That I do not like what it had done to us. That I constantly am I pain which means they constantly worry about me. I could not tell her not to worry bc I am her mother and Rory has a tender heart. Instead I took het hands and said I am glad for these things. She again looked at me like I was crazy. I told her that due to having what I have I have raised two amazing confident, gentle, empathic children who understand pain. I told her that due to this she is strong and due to this strength she is going to do something amazing bc she is amazing. I also gave her a request I told her that I want her to be my legs. Track is starting and I want her to run for me. I told her that it would not be without pain but, her stride is darn near perfect and with it she could do great things. I want her and Jayna to be my eagles ans to spread their wings and soar. I have been blessed with two children that I know my Father in Heaven was saving for me. He knew that I could strengthen them and they me. I know that I have been given treasures to guard and when my time is up gaurding the fair princesses that will be a glorious day. I cannot wait for the Second Coming to come and to be perfected and to be able to run and run with my children. These are special times for me to be able to show my children how to handle pain with grace. To let them know to never give up because if we do not on that fateful day Heavenly Father will throw his arms around me and say, " good job thou good and faithful servant, you have been faithful over a few things I shall make thew ruler over many". I cannot wait to be sealed to my girls and to continue our family in heaven through the eternities. I love you, my Jayna Bug and Rory Lynn.